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Tidbits of yesterday, present, and a few days into the future

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My dreams, hopes, wants, aspirations, visions, extends to more than what others drew for me that was laid out for what others expected of me. I don’t live inside your small expectations. You may live in that delusional box with yourself but I’m not gonna join you in that box. I am outside the box and that’s where my thinking is. That’s where my thinking is gonna stay is outside the box, not inside your box of doubts, and delusions that were drawn in a coloring book and expected me to color inside the lines of the projected delusions by a state government and others who think I don’t see right through the projected delusional bullshit to blanket the truth of the matter of what the state government wishes to remain hidden. CPS/DHS namely speaking as one of the major corporations involved in and allowing for the illegal removal of children so the children can be trafficked abusing their own people and children. The logic comes from THE KNOWING BETTER deep down inside of me, stemming from the knowing better. Knowing what the state of Oklahoma did to me, are doing to me, my kids isn’t and wasn’t right ultimately causing the deep search for answers. Ultimately my search confirming what my intuition has been telling me since SQUARE one, that I was correct from day one. Calling out bullshit when I see it.

This is a sextile which is a positive aspect. #keepyoureyesopen

Trust and believe I ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS CHECK MY FACTS through MULTIPLE AVENUES and resources. Not just ONE as I am hesitant to ACCEPT anything for a fact until I’ve verified it 💯.

Having trouble with faith because of what’s being done to me and to my family by the State of Oklahoma; trying to understand why God would allow something like what has been done to us by others so wrongfully.

I will not be doing all the heavy lifting anymore. People need to seriously wake up to what’s going on in the world.

“The Mind Is The Literal Brain Of Things”

I can’t shrink who I am and become smaller because it makes others feel some type of way. This is something I struggle with always wanting to help, yet having the empathetic understanding that others do doubt themselves or can feel inadequate around me. Why this is, I have no clue. I won’t dull myself to shine a little less for others. If another feels some type of way; then there’s probably a reason within them that has nothing to do with me.

“You express your love in ACTIONS rather than empty sentiments.” = Don’t talk about it be about it (Actions speak louder than words). This is true I tend to lose myself in relationships, which is one of the many reasons I’ve been single for 6 years it has been a choice to just do me, to learn as much as I could, to become a better version of myself, a stronger version of myself, to understand myself better than anyone else so the world couldn’t define me for someone I am not. #innerknowing
Well I’m 40 so 12-10 years later here we are now.

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