Astrological Transits and Poetry

NOW WHICH SIDE DO I CHOOSE? NOT A SINGLE MF ONE OF YOU! I choose me and I choose truth and I choose to protect my family. As I said which I am sure people will now understand there is always something deeper beneath the surface. It is what one calls the conflict between one’s heart and one mind when something inside tells you something ain’t right somewhere deep down there’s a truth that you don’t see and it’s in that very space that you began to question and search for everything to figure out why it is not right. It’s like being in a race against time trying to fight for your kids, have to suppress the truth to what you’re going through to appease others because of all the damn stupid alliances and fighting. I don’t give a damn. I care about my kids! Time after time he comes back just randomly mysteriously and each time just to manipulate and phish for information and insert doubt into my head so that way he could actually get away with illegally having my children removed from my home to initiate a trafficking scheme underneath and damaging my kids. You were not there, you did not speak to him with me, you did not hear our private conversations and arguments, you did not hear some of the things that were said to me, dropped clues really in a timeline waiting to be forged in a later bigger truth. You were not there with me in my backyard when he said to me. I am not taking her to ISREAL like this (meaning she is hyper) as most kids are. It’s a growing stage. She didn’t have a father so any attention from a male figure whether it be a friend or not she tried to seek his attention, I knew what she was doing, saying she needed a father too not just her mother, but not completely understanding the adult things I saw already that were wrong in what was being said, fighting against mental manipulation, becoming friends with a silent enemy, fighting for the very right to just be me, he doesn’t have children so he really wouldn’t know a thing about being a parent or even what it is to truly care for anyone else. He’s selfish, self centered, egotistical, and fucking arrogant. Nonetheless when he said that I thought in my head this mf is bold and I retorted back my daughter is not going to be going to ISREAL without me or anywhere else period. I also told him that nothing was wrong with her she was just a child being hyper and curious about someone who might maybe could be our friend. To top it off well I had no clue someone else had thought they planned to take my child to ISREAL. Last I checked nobody consulted me and I said F$&@“)& NO! I mean last I checked that uh wasn’t in my itinerary. Funny how he said that you know? Not normal really. Did anyone hear that conversation between us? No ya didn’t. Or how about his marriage to his wife? And her fentanyl addiction, the connections through his marriage and how that implicated my life through his lies and manipulation and all together more fed and fueled the manipulated deception. Or how about his connections to the Israeli army? Eh? How he USED TO BE IN THE ARMY? He did drop small clues here and there. How that may have tied into it just by being in association with A LOCKSMITH? Then befriending him and eventually leading to a love affair before I EVER knew he was even MARRIED! Finding out later that he had failed to mention that to me IN THE FIRST PLACE. Then my daughter being wrongly took and I knew it, then this leading them to take my new baby. Cyber fucking stalking, lies, underhanded plots to traffic kids. Come and go here and there so I befriended and loved the shadow that followed me. Even when it deceived me to my face. Inside of it was the truth and the links and the connections. I am tired of it. I want my kids and I MEAN IT. You are going to give me back my kids that were wrongly taken and removed out of my home on a bed of lies to facilitate and project an illusion onto others to get away with inserting corruption, confusion, abuse, injustice to continue to utilize the system to traffic children. Parents need to wake up. The only thing that was standing between him and my kids was and is me fighting the very system abusing her and putting her in danger. Instead of protecting me and my kids you stole them and then threw them to the wolves to be damaged and abused and LIED ABOUT THE TRUE INTENTIONS OF WHAT THEY REALLY DID AND PLANNED TO DO TO MY CHILDREN AND THOUGHT THEY WERE GONNA GET AWAY WITH IT. You have damaged and hurt my KIDS! That is not WHAT our system was designed for. To abuse our people! It’s wrong and I see it. I want it stopped. He couldn’t get to her through me legally and one’s true intentions in one’s life and the lies you were made to believe while hiding the truth so he purposely manipulated both me and the system to do it. It leaves the children COMPLETELY UNPROTECTED AND THE SYSTEM ALLOWING FOR IT HAPPEN! You do not steal peoples kids and then just decide who your gonna give them away to. Especially when the person you took them from really didn’t do a damn thing wrong. The worst part is I TOLD PEOPLE OVER AND OVER AGAIN! Turns out I really was right after all. People need to open their minds up and see the truth of what’s REALLY going on.

AND THE INVESTIGATION AND PERSONAL EXPERIENCE OF WHAT HAS HAPPENED to me and to my kids by the CPS/DHS SYSTEM and them LYING about it to get away with it through covert manipulation.